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It might really be time for us to part ways dear 'friend' - it can only kick punch and insult me for so long before I will start to see sense.

That day really has finally come; and its one giant slap in the face.

I feel beyond insulted. Far past used. Sick to my stomach doesn't really cover it either.

Its one thing to give and receive so little in return; but its nothing. No help, guidance, advice...just the oppertunity to watch on as those others receive it by the bucketload instead.

We're not even going to play the country card anymore.


I kept thinking to myself to let it go after this past holiday I was on. To leave it be, move on. But I just keep reading things that are so...contradictory that it kind of makes me want to punch someone. The only thing that changed my mind was meeting someone else who felt the same way - screwed over with little explaination while others were not.


So lets just read this as: Shiona whines a lot about something because its close to her heart. She tries not to let on how insulted she feels; but as per usual that old hag was dead on; this isn't the place. Things were good but maybe it really is time to just throw my cards down and walk away - lets the relationship go before it deteriorates anymore. I'm done with being used like that and having people fall short of empty and miniscule promises - especially when greater things fall on to others. Funny how that goes, huh?

Really no-one comment this, there's nothing else to say.

this is the end...